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Dream Aug. 30th, 2016 with Interp.

The Gang.   “C1” headed our duo.  I was “P3” I had a suitcase of clothes and towels and sundries.  “C1” wanted to make a ‘charity run’.  For a moment I thought he wanted to donate all in the car including my case, so I felt he was going to make me choose to release ownership.  Well, how do I feel about that?  Can I feel thrilled?  Thankful?  Blase’?  Just OK justifying that they need it more than me?  It did not come to that, but it was an exercise in release.

We visited  a lady and her gladness at our coming was written on her face.  “C1′ had brought a strip of tokens with contracts signed from a priest who wanted to rent her spare room. “C1” had added stipulations he didn’t have to for her benefit.  The token accords showed the priest had agreed.

a popular movie was playing but I didn’t want to go alone.  There was another fellow in the chair in the room with one leg crossed casually over the other knee.  He was “D4”.  I heard him mention he wanted to go, but not alone either.  I spoke up,  “Hey, D4, why don’t we go together?  He looked at me and said,  “Only if it’s ‘Dutch'”.

On our walk downtown I scanned the wooden fronts.  which of these Old western style fronts hides a theater within?  Another tag-along pointed to a marquee saying 24 hrs.  He was “D7”,  “Hey,  Here’s a really long show -24 hrs.!  Anybody want to go?”  I said, “Um, I’m not really up for that one.”

I spotted the theater we wanted, but when I unrolled my silk wallet at the window to pay my fare, I found it contained many pockets of foreign currency.  I was clueless to values, so I pulled out a small token saying 1.2.  The man took it and said I had a large amount of change coming.


HOLY SPIRIT, why do we have letter and number designations?  -“It is obvious that as you progress in your journeys you have many IDs.”-

Does C1 make many ‘charity runs’ and what are they?  -“He desires to assist in removing distortions by gift of ‘Light’ and answers to questions.”-

Why is my fear a loss of possessions?(The suitcase.)  -“It is  a distortion that may be removed by forgiveness and letting go.”-

What of the lady given a better deal on rental contracts?  -“What a blessing to have C1 negotiate additional blessings to a contract pre-incarnation.”-

What is the desire to attend a play with a companion even if there is no commitment to a date?   -”  the lifetime relationship thus is not as married, but as companions.”-

So antique wooden fronts describe constructs of an earth life?  -“Yes.”-

Why did I reject a 24 hr. show? -“Those long vibration shows tell a very long story.”-

What is with all the various notes to select from to pay my entry?  -“Selection times of birth country and value is hierarchy of your entity.”-

Why did I choose a small looking token, yet it turned out very valuable?  -“Just because you think 1.2 is small doesn’t mean it is.”-


More H. S. advise continued

If you, by experiencing a result that you feel hurt you, was unjust, unfair, causing loss, or a banging of the palm on the forehead saying, “Stupid, stupid!”… Step Back!

Say, “It’s all good.”

Speak to yourself with your hand on your heart…preferably before a mirror.  Say, “I take responsibility for choosing thus.”

To my brother and myself I say “I love you, I forgive you, I’m sorry I was mistaken, please forgive me, thank you.” and, “I choose again.”

Now you are re-choosing :  beliefs, purposes, feelings about what happened, refiling judgments from “Their sin” catagory into “gratitude for doing what I scripted” category.

You are also re-choosing from my ego-scripted imagined projections “for my good. (seeming)” to “allowing Holy Spirit to guide me to my Eternal Script’s “Next Good.”

I actually spent an hour drawing an energy

ImageI actually spent an hour drawing an energy machine on ‘word’, but it wouldn’t save as a picture, so when asked to insert photo I had to do with this.

OK,  Holy Spirit,  why was I dreaming of a ‘road trip?  What do I need to see in this symbol?     < The road represents a journey, though you can journey without moving your body an inch.  In this case it represents a progression from one state of awareness to another.>

Are the people I’m with all facets of my own consciousness?     < Get a mirror and you do not see your true ‘self’.  Get a ‘dream’ and many images will be explored.  Yet it is true you are never alone.>

I’m doing the calling intending to get information about our purpose.   Why do I think I’m calling to check the weather?     <  Weather represents conditions that are external that will possibly detain you or block your journey.  Let me ask you, if there had been rain or a whiteout, would you have been tempted to quit?  We recognize you tend to try to see if you agree on the wisdom of the experience I guide you into before stepping out.  That is why we put a welcoming voice on the other end of your enquiry.  You feel safe to step out when a friend says, “Come.”>

Why do I feel my friend’s is just a stop over on the way to a big eastern city?     <This is to let you know the voice getting you part-way is not your final destination.  Big city themes show up to represent a larger view of what life in God is about.>

Why did we pick up Janet, and why am I telling her this will be an adventure for her?     <  Your sister represents the reason you thought you had to journey without.  I do not want you to feel this is a ‘blind faith obedience’ trip without your choices and wholehearted desire.  The added element of being grounded and surrounded with sisterly familiarity provides this.  Your description of enticing her with adventure is actually your feelings about our most agreeable relationship.>

Why the bed roll fright scene next to a cliff?    < You seem to withdraw from perceived ‘edges’ until you face your fears and find there is nothing really terrifying about the reality of the situation after all.>  So I get dream practice ?     < Yes, many nightmares are repeated chances for the dreamer to practice facing their fears and laughing at the error of their perception.>


so the Jesus gathering?  Is it religious or to worship or to learn spiritual techniques or to pray and get blessed?     <Once again we led you into a seeming familiar venue.  But indeed it is different.  What does the word ‘creative’ mean to you?>   I assume it means taking an idea and displaying a form or talent others look at and admire you as its author?  

< God is the creator and any form or idea must use Him as the Source.  God is One and all co-creators join in his delight to extend His Love and expression in myriad ways.>  Why are they sitting in folding chairs and asking for sponsors?    <  When it is irrational to seek  energy from a separated mind the chairs can fold.  This is the case with your own mind.  You don’t see the Oneness yet.  The shared energy money by the purse-holder (Energy-holder- Me) is to vividly illustrate the ‘oneness’ principle.  You need to see many examples of enlightened ones sharing without fear of loss or desperation.  You have experienced in the dream of life situations you labelled loss and times where help seemed not to be near at hand.  This affected you in a fearsome and traumatic way, as if God betrayed you.  This was planned and prepared to drive you to a state where you would seek peace of mind.  But there is no peace of mind to the mind that is not aligned with how God sees it.  Re-alignment requires your willingness.  Do we have it now?.>    Well, I do seem more driven to seek answers from you than many folks I run across.     <I know what I’m doing to woo you into a co-operative frame of mind.>  Yes, I believe that!

Say, why a radio station? < It’s a Jesus meeting, yes?  So the broadcaster on waves of sound is God’s word voiced by Jesus.>  I should be proud to sponsor that!  Why am I aghast?     < You still feel separated and capable of being hurt by loss.  Especially loss of ‘energy’ support for you own agenda.  Realize you made many of your separated plans using God’s energy; let them go; as letting go the $1,500.  God spends His energy on valuable enterprises that prosper His word.  You are one of them!  You are the ‘radio station’!  You are the solicitor and the receiver of the energy funds!  You are not less, but added to, not the forsaken and betrayed, but the expanded and empowered…to the agreed upon purpose forever settled in Heaven!  Let go of the separated project that causes you so much stress.  I have a better plan.>