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I believe When You started this Journey

I believe when you started this journey you told the Universe that you wanted to practice ‘Crisis Management’.

So He set it up.   One experience after another.

Like any nightmare.  To the untrained mind the feeling is being endangered and helpless.  This leads to ‘fear’ and the ‘flight or fight’ choice.  This persists until the mind is willing to be trained otherwise and is given tools.

Many crisis management tools are offered.  Some work better than others to alleviate fear to bring equanimity and the solace we call ‘Peace’.

  • The Pharmaceutical tool: Does not change the external experience and may have life endangering side effects.   Mind numbing or able to simulate euphoria.
  • The Education tool:  Great!  The more you know, the quicker your choice of appropriate action can ‘save the day’.  You can face the fear and go ahead anyway.  This tool makes it clear it is better to go through rather than avoiding issues or building weapons of attack. (Attack counteracts goals of learning and growth.)
  • The Religion tool:  Unfortunately this often leads to abdication of being your  own Crisis Manager.  The mind that always is looking outside for rescue is setting itself up to being dominated.  Enablers often undermine the maturation process.  It is a temporary stage, at best.
  • The Social Dictates Tool:   Our governing systems have codes and rules to punish offenders and keep the peace.  This coercion of lists of ‘musts’, ‘shoulds’, and ‘have-tos’ are structured to  keep members in line through fear.  What is learned  are modes of pretending and habits of suppression.  Parental finger waggling teach children what is not socially deemed appropriate.
  • The Mental ‘Suggestion’ Hypnosis tool:  Perhaps when one learns to ‘self-suggest’ one has gained a peace tool. Will it stop the experience of crisis if one doesn’t react?
  • EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique) called ‘tapping’ on the body’s Meridian Points.  This is a scientifically discovered way to release stressful feelings binding our lives. You tap on the body’s recording points admitting deep fears and emotional stresses followed by a choice to love, accept and respect yourself.  You may also choose to replace anxiety with wondering if you’ll feel better fulfilling a task instead of avoiding it, or a choice to relax behind some stress inducing episode. You are actually taking self-responsibility for ‘going through’ anxiety, pain, resentment, feeling confused, helpless, panic, anger, rage, phobias, frustrations, and embarrassment.

Crises may actually be programmed into our life scripts by a choice to grow through practicing ‘Crisis Management’.  Old ruts may need a crisis to bust us loose and change our path to a better one.

 

Protection using A Visualized Mirrored Ark Orb

Here is step by step Visualization that will protect you.

Protection Protocol

Protection protocol:

1.Relax your body, emotions and mind by focusing on your breath (or counting down from 10 to zero).

2.See your ‘soul-star Chakra’ 20 inches above your head. It’s brilliant white vortex of light is spinning clockwise down throughout your body purifying your energy fields of your:  (Say them) Physical, plasmatic, etheric, emotional, and mental bodies.”  See the connection of the light above linked permanently to “Source”.      Say, “Light Vortex, I program you to maintain all my energy bodies purified.”

3.  Visualize an egg shaped semi-permeable MIRROR-SHIELD around your auric field of your physical, plasmatic, etheric, astral, and mental bodies.  This Mirror-Shield lets all positive energies into your energy field, but reflects and bounces all negative energies back to their source as a ‘return to sender’.  Say,  “Mirror-Shield, I program you to alert me when any type of negative energy is directed at me and let it reflect back to it’s origin.”

4.  Visualize the Light re-arranging all parts of your body, emotions, thoughts and energy back into a state of balance and harmony as you start turning in a clockwise slow spin.  Tone the primeval “OM” the sound of creative Light, and it’s Resonance will restore harmony most effectively.

5. Send a message to those operators of negative devices:  “The capstone of the pyramid has been removed, (The power of the 1%) The all-seeing eye has been forced shut and does not watch you anymore.  You are now safe to return to the light of Love.”

6.  Project the ‘Awakening Light’ to them to empower them from their star Chakras to step away from the Cabal and set themselves free from darkness.

7. Visualize them joining the Planetary Network of Light,  putting down their weapons of destruction and deceit and co-operating with human society in a constructive way.

 

Protection Protocol

Filligrio; Dream the old hoarding General passes

I heard in my dream the name:’Filligrio’. The old General, Filligrio, knew he might be captured, so he swallowed a stomach full of diamonds!
Sure enough, the opposing general knew about the deception and said, “We will use fire to cut him open from the gullet to the groin!”
The old General sighed, “Oh, well, it was a good run while it lasted.”
I watched as the laser opened him and when the diamonds spilled out, two stuck on his nose.

Holy Spirit, who was the first General, and why swallow diamonds?
….Diamonds represent tangible wealth in the level of the physical. You grasp that it is hidden by a ‘power-elite’. This old general represents the part of ‘fearful/wily’ ego-self in you – unenlightened, not seeing the oneness of all peoples. He keeps his hidden wealth in his stomach, hoarded and unspent…..
So I am carrying hoarded unspent wealth that needs to be shared by growing enlightened?
….Yes…..
OK, who is the opposing general who opens him and what is the ‘fire’?
….Reason and Wisdom are used by the Heroic Mind who fights for freedom from Tyranny of hoarded wealth, allowing it to spill into the light. The sun shines on it and sparkles in all beholding eyes…..
Why are two diamonds stuck on the old general, and does his sigh mean anything?
….The sigh meant his fight to maintain his old hold and ‘Rule the Day’ using old hoarding mentality is finally yielded to Reason, and as the hoarded wealth is spread out, he is not left without…..
One for each nostril of breathing?
….We laugh for levity and it is revealed to be so…..
OK. What is Filligrio? ….Look it up…..
I dreamed someone said for me to expect $500? ….Your cable service will buy out the old satellite service for $500….. NOTE: It took three months but I finally got the $500 check after I had to pay satellite folks $571 for breaking the contract!

Would you rather be Right or Kind?

would you rather be right or kind?______________.

 

What brought up this question was an event I experienced at a gathering of ladies who have met daily for the last thirty years at the local fast food coffee house to work crossword-puzzles.  Mom had been a regular and when she had a stroke, we daughters used to take her, even though she stopped guessing at the answers.  She enjoyed seeing familiar faces.

Now I like a challenge to get my mental juices flowing.  I also love to be right, for that means, ‘I win!’

Mom has been gone for awhile now and this day I decided to drop in and join in the fun.  They had already been at it a half hour when I sat down.  The oldest white haired lady had been given the job of reading the clues and filling in our best guess as to the answer.  The boxes were tiny in the clipping from the paper, and I could see her squinting her eyes.

“Um…um”. She said, hesitatingly.  We had all agreed on the word to fill the blanks and she was trying to pencil them in.  I peeked over.  Oh- no!  She misspelled it!  I reached over a finger to ‘help’ point out her mistake.  I told her, “That’s not an ‘I’,  its an ‘A’.”

Three of the other ladies were aghast at my importunity.

“Let her be!”

“Let her take her time!”

“We never push!”

Ah!  Me being accused of wrongdoing?  Where was I wrong?  Sure I was right in the letter, but my ‘get it right or be corrected’ spirit was pushing my own ego agenda.  I caused more fluster to this fragile soul and therefore defeated the purpose of fun for which they had gathered.

I had to realize that over the years these ladies had so tuned to each other that ‘no pushing’ had become their rule of love.

New Year’s Dream beginning 2013

My late husband liked to visit his best man and wife, so I saw this in my dream.  In it Bob wanted a cottage close by.  I felt it my job to prepare a front yard garden and I wanted it just right as our friends would walk by and see it.  But Bob had the bucket of seeds and, lacking enough calming seratonin in his system, got nervous.  He dumped the entire bucket of seeds in one spot on top of the soil!  I was aghast!

I started poking what seeds I could into the soft soil.  I woke up gritting my teeth!

God, I hear you are a God of ‘order’.  And we are here to learn lessons.  Wouldn’t they be lessons of ‘order’?  Jesus in A.C.I.M. as “J”  says this dream I made up so all offences I see I am to ‘forgive’ as not being there.  What gives?

<The answer you already know.>

Ah, all the lessons we learned of this ‘order’ – laws of seed-time and harvest, of teacher and student, of the mind tempted to stray needing food and discipline by picture symbols to apply in ‘time’ to my ‘experience’ of choosing the ‘best’ over the ‘merely good’ – that level of knowing ‘Truth’ is for success, health and happiness in the world of ‘duality’, time and space.

But why choose to learn lessons of this sort if the ‘Truth’ is a higher reality?

<To learn to forgive the seemingly ‘Out of Order’.>

What are the higher lessons?

<Courage, patience, to laugh when tempted to anger, to be your own savior – redeeming each seeming unforgivable idea by forgiving it with a higher concept of God.>

Call to action:  draw a picture of the series.  The carefully prepared ground/ the careless dumper of seed/ the offended gardener ‘s attempt to recoup a ‘loss’, the higher concept forgiveness.

 

Dream seeing troops sent by air and blocked trailer door

I dreamed I was watching with a group as planes of troops took off en mass.  War!  I sought comfort in realizing ‘at least the war was far away from where I would have to experience it.’

Holy Spirit, what does the group I’m among symbolize? <Your mindset and attitudes are shared.>

What do the enmassed troops symbolize? <Care for the realm of a warring mind delivers energies of attack and defense.>

Why do I seek comfort thinking that the confrontation is far away? < Fearful minds always deceive themselves refusing to see that energies sent out whether to attack or defend (actually the same thing) is really energy you create yourself and it always reflects back on your sense of safety.>  Explain? < If your mind created it, then you are its source and author.  Don’t fear knowing this.  Since you authored it (conflict) you have the authority to rewrite, (Peace).

//// Later I see we (Our family) at a group meeting at a hotel.  Then we went to our temporary lodging in a trailer protected by a cliff overhang.  Our trailer had two doors to use as entry and exit, but soon that changed!  We were dismayed when some rich folks in a trailer so long it bent in the middle with accordion-folds came and parked blocking our back door!  The nerve!  I felt definite lack of peace as I confronted them.  “What!  Was this the only space you could use for you to be so rude?”  The dream ended by their reply, “Why are you complaining?  You can still use one door.”

Holy Spirit, what does the hotel symbolize? <When one wants to learn a venue is set up to gather with others so teaching and learning can take place.> You are talking spiritual lessons? < Of course, but Truth that can be universally applied as you get into settings to start practicing.>

Is that what our trailer of adequate size being crowded out of full usefulness by a super sized trailer was?  An opportunity to practice lessons? < why waste dream-time when a movie starring you can play out without fear that it is ‘permanent’?  Yes, you see your conflicting states here that block you from coming to full awakened awareness of God’s Peaceable kingdom in which all follies and rudeness are not deemed as real.  You can have war in a dream, whereas in God’s peaceable kingdom there is no conflict and no rudeness, and no war.>