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Dream Aug. 30th, 2016 with Interp.

The Gang.   “C1” headed our duo.  I was “P3” I had a suitcase of clothes and towels and sundries.  “C1” wanted to make a ‘charity run’.  For a moment I thought he wanted to donate all in the car including my case, so I felt he was going to make me choose to release ownership.  Well, how do I feel about that?  Can I feel thrilled?  Thankful?  Blase’?  Just OK justifying that they need it more than me?  It did not come to that, but it was an exercise in release.

We visited  a lady and her gladness at our coming was written on her face.  “C1′ had brought a strip of tokens with contracts signed from a priest who wanted to rent her spare room. “C1” had added stipulations he didn’t have to for her benefit.  The token accords showed the priest had agreed.

a popular movie was playing but I didn’t want to go alone.  There was another fellow in the chair in the room with one leg crossed casually over the other knee.  He was “D4”.  I heard him mention he wanted to go, but not alone either.  I spoke up,  “Hey, D4, why don’t we go together?  He looked at me and said,  “Only if it’s ‘Dutch'”.

On our walk downtown I scanned the wooden fronts.  which of these Old western style fronts hides a theater within?  Another tag-along pointed to a marquee saying 24 hrs.  He was “D7”,  “Hey,  Here’s a really long show -24 hrs.!  Anybody want to go?”  I said, “Um, I’m not really up for that one.”

I spotted the theater we wanted, but when I unrolled my silk wallet at the window to pay my fare, I found it contained many pockets of foreign currency.  I was clueless to values, so I pulled out a small token saying 1.2.  The man took it and said I had a large amount of change coming.

 

HOLY SPIRIT, why do we have letter and number designations?  -“It is obvious that as you progress in your journeys you have many IDs.”-

Does C1 make many ‘charity runs’ and what are they?  -“He desires to assist in removing distortions by gift of ‘Light’ and answers to questions.”-

Why is my fear a loss of possessions?(The suitcase.)  -“It is  a distortion that may be removed by forgiveness and letting go.”-

What of the lady given a better deal on rental contracts?  -“What a blessing to have C1 negotiate additional blessings to a contract pre-incarnation.”-

What is the desire to attend a play with a companion even if there is no commitment to a date?   -”  the lifetime relationship thus is not as married, but as companions.”-

So antique wooden fronts describe constructs of an earth life?  -“Yes.”-

Why did I reject a 24 hr. show? -“Those long vibration shows tell a very long story.”-

What is with all the various notes to select from to pay my entry?  -“Selection times of birth country and value is hierarchy of your entity.”-

Why did I choose a small looking token, yet it turned out very valuable?  -“Just because you think 1.2 is small doesn’t mean it is.”-

I believe When You started this Journey

I believe when you started this journey you told the Universe that you wanted to practice ‘Crisis Management’.

So He set it up.   One experience after another.

Like any nightmare.  To the untrained mind the feeling is being endangered and helpless.  This leads to ‘fear’ and the ‘flight or fight’ choice.  This persists until the mind is willing to be trained otherwise and is given tools.

Many crisis management tools are offered.  Some work better than others to alleviate fear to bring equanimity and the solace we call ‘Peace’.

  • The Pharmaceutical tool: Does not change the external experience and may have life endangering side effects.   Mind numbing or able to simulate euphoria.
  • The Education tool:  Great!  The more you know, the quicker your choice of appropriate action can ‘save the day’.  You can face the fear and go ahead anyway.  This tool makes it clear it is better to go through rather than avoiding issues or building weapons of attack. (Attack counteracts goals of learning and growth.)
  • The Religion tool:  Unfortunately this often leads to abdication of being your  own Crisis Manager.  The mind that always is looking outside for rescue is setting itself up to being dominated.  Enablers often undermine the maturation process.  It is a temporary stage, at best.
  • The Social Dictates Tool:   Our governing systems have codes and rules to punish offenders and keep the peace.  This coercion of lists of ‘musts’, ‘shoulds’, and ‘have-tos’ are structured to  keep members in line through fear.  What is learned  are modes of pretending and habits of suppression.  Parental finger waggling teach children what is not socially deemed appropriate.
  • The Mental ‘Suggestion’ Hypnosis tool:  Perhaps when one learns to ‘self-suggest’ one has gained a peace tool. Will it stop the experience of crisis if one doesn’t react?
  • EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique) called ‘tapping’ on the body’s Meridian Points.  This is a scientifically discovered way to release stressful feelings binding our lives. You tap on the body’s recording points admitting deep fears and emotional stresses followed by a choice to love, accept and respect yourself.  You may also choose to replace anxiety with wondering if you’ll feel better fulfilling a task instead of avoiding it, or a choice to relax behind some stress inducing episode. You are actually taking self-responsibility for ‘going through’ anxiety, pain, resentment, feeling confused, helpless, panic, anger, rage, phobias, frustrations, and embarrassment.

Crises may actually be programmed into our life scripts by a choice to grow through practicing ‘Crisis Management’.  Old ruts may need a crisis to bust us loose and change our path to a better one.

 

Protection using A Visualized Mirrored Ark Orb

Here is step by step Visualization that will protect you.

Protection Protocol

Protection protocol:

1.Relax your body, emotions and mind by focusing on your breath (or counting down from 10 to zero).

2.See your ‘soul-star Chakra’ 20 inches above your head. It’s brilliant white vortex of light is spinning clockwise down throughout your body purifying your energy fields of your:  (Say them) Physical, plasmatic, etheric, emotional, and mental bodies.”  See the connection of the light above linked permanently to “Source”.      Say, “Light Vortex, I program you to maintain all my energy bodies purified.”

3.  Visualize an egg shaped semi-permeable MIRROR-SHIELD around your auric field of your physical, plasmatic, etheric, astral, and mental bodies.  This Mirror-Shield lets all positive energies into your energy field, but reflects and bounces all negative energies back to their source as a ‘return to sender’.  Say,  “Mirror-Shield, I program you to alert me when any type of negative energy is directed at me and let it reflect back to it’s origin.”

4.  Visualize the Light re-arranging all parts of your body, emotions, thoughts and energy back into a state of balance and harmony as you start turning in a clockwise slow spin.  Tone the primeval “OM” the sound of creative Light, and it’s Resonance will restore harmony most effectively.

5. Send a message to those operators of negative devices:  “The capstone of the pyramid has been removed, (The power of the 1%) The all-seeing eye has been forced shut and does not watch you anymore.  You are now safe to return to the light of Love.”

6.  Project the ‘Awakening Light’ to them to empower them from their star Chakras to step away from the Cabal and set themselves free from darkness.

7. Visualize them joining the Planetary Network of Light,  putting down their weapons of destruction and deceit and co-operating with human society in a constructive way.

 

Protection Protocol

Poem: This Need Not Be …inspired by ACIM, paraphrased by Shelley

Sadness Need Not Be:   Depression is from a sense of being deprived…

When you want, but do not have…  Remember This:

  You are deprived of Nothing  But by your ‘Decision’s Wish’.

Decide otherwise, and Be Wise.

Anxiety Need not be:  The Ego swings its dictates capriciously.

Its luring voice says, “Be vigilant and anxious; uphold us!”

Be Wise…Uphold otherwise.

A fatigued and dis-spirited Mind Need Not Be.

The Ego’s plotted Temptations truly offer Nothing but Lies.

See the Deception.  By choosing to focus otherwise

Your mind will be healed, you will Rise…and be Wise.

By VIgilant choosing Love over Fear

We can shun ‘Media-mongering’, and Vote with our Hearts:

Compassion over Hatred

Idealism over Cynicism

Hope over Depression

Purity over Corruption

Open Light over Darkness’s Obscurity

Sanity of Inner Peace over madness.

My Soul votes with God…

All Else Need Not Be.

 

On the fourth day of the Month

Fourth day of the Month

Meditation using a stone.

I have a Book on how concentrating on Heaven sent number sequences brings normalcy to our experiences.  In using these concentration exercises we gradually see our thoughts when in harmony with Heaven, effect positive changes.  Here is my take on using a stone to idealize one’s world.  Set one desire with focused intention and it is but one step.  A second step  is then offered to set up momentum.  What would be your first desire?  More money?  Better eyesight?  A successful outcome in a relationship or business venture?

More H. S. advise continued

If you, by experiencing a result that you feel hurt you, was unjust, unfair, causing loss, or a banging of the palm on the forehead saying, “Stupid, stupid!”… Step Back!

Say, “It’s all good.”

Speak to yourself with your hand on your heart…preferably before a mirror.  Say, “I take responsibility for choosing thus.”

To my brother and myself I say “I love you, I forgive you, I’m sorry I was mistaken, please forgive me, thank you.” and, “I choose again.”

Now you are re-choosing :  beliefs, purposes, feelings about what happened, refiling judgments from “Their sin” catagory into “gratitude for doing what I scripted” category.

You are also re-choosing from my ego-scripted imagined projections “for my good. (seeming)” to “allowing Holy Spirit to guide me to my Eternal Script’s “Next Good.”

My first Dream after Moving to Billings, Mt. 2014- “Goose in a Box.”

This is short and I wrote it on the back of my rug cleaner’s bill winding up my years in Bozeman, Mt. (July 2009 to Oct. 2014).

I saw a rectangular box flying towards me!  It landed in my hands (5 in. x 8 in.). What did I see tied in it but a goose, and she was tied in laying on her back! (That must have been some aerial trick to fly upside down!  So unnatural!)

As I looked on, I noticed she was trying to push out quite a large egg. I had no time to untie or right her, she needed my help! As my right hand finger touched the membrane that enclosed the egg keeping it in, Lo, the membrane withdrew and I was amazed at the large size of the goose egg laying in my hand.

Holy Spirit, what is the symbol of the goose tied upside-down in a box and yet still flying to me?

“YOU SEEM TO SENSE YOU DESERVE AND WILL GET ‘SPECIAL’ TREATMENT…SO TO LEND YOU A VISUAL AID WE SHOW YOU THAT, OF EVERY ‘GIFT’ YOU ARE GIVEN – IT HAD TO BE PRODUCED SOMEWHERE.”

So, do you want me to be thankful or helpful?

“YES, BOTH, BUT, MORE, IN THIS LESSON, TO BE AWARE.”

I hope it was helpful to untie the bird and set it free.”

“YOU COULD CONSIDER OTHER OPTIONS LIKE COOKING THE GOOSE AND EGG, OR KEEPING THEM TO PRODUCE MORE EGGS.”

Oh, I never thought the whole bird was a gift!

“WHY NOT,?  IT WAS IN A GIFT BOX TIED WITH STRING!”

Filligrio; Dream the old hoarding General passes

I heard in my dream the name:’Filligrio’. The old General, Filligrio, knew he might be captured, so he swallowed a stomach full of diamonds!
Sure enough, the opposing general knew about the deception and said, “We will use fire to cut him open from the gullet to the groin!”
The old General sighed, “Oh, well, it was a good run while it lasted.”
I watched as the laser opened him and when the diamonds spilled out, two stuck on his nose.

Holy Spirit, who was the first General, and why swallow diamonds?
….Diamonds represent tangible wealth in the level of the physical. You grasp that it is hidden by a ‘power-elite’. This old general represents the part of ‘fearful/wily’ ego-self in you – unenlightened, not seeing the oneness of all peoples. He keeps his hidden wealth in his stomach, hoarded and unspent…..
So I am carrying hoarded unspent wealth that needs to be shared by growing enlightened?
….Yes…..
OK, who is the opposing general who opens him and what is the ‘fire’?
….Reason and Wisdom are used by the Heroic Mind who fights for freedom from Tyranny of hoarded wealth, allowing it to spill into the light. The sun shines on it and sparkles in all beholding eyes…..
Why are two diamonds stuck on the old general, and does his sigh mean anything?
….The sigh meant his fight to maintain his old hold and ‘Rule the Day’ using old hoarding mentality is finally yielded to Reason, and as the hoarded wealth is spread out, he is not left without…..
One for each nostril of breathing?
….We laugh for levity and it is revealed to be so…..
OK. What is Filligrio? ….Look it up…..
I dreamed someone said for me to expect $500? ….Your cable service will buy out the old satellite service for $500….. NOTE: It took three months but I finally got the $500 check after I had to pay satellite folks $571 for breaking the contract!

Would you rather be Right or Kind?

would you rather be right or kind?______________.

 

What brought up this question was an event I experienced at a gathering of ladies who have met daily for the last thirty years at the local fast food coffee house to work crossword-puzzles.  Mom had been a regular and when she had a stroke, we daughters used to take her, even though she stopped guessing at the answers.  She enjoyed seeing familiar faces.

Now I like a challenge to get my mental juices flowing.  I also love to be right, for that means, ‘I win!’

Mom has been gone for awhile now and this day I decided to drop in and join in the fun.  They had already been at it a half hour when I sat down.  The oldest white haired lady had been given the job of reading the clues and filling in our best guess as to the answer.  The boxes were tiny in the clipping from the paper, and I could see her squinting her eyes.

“Um…um”. She said, hesitatingly.  We had all agreed on the word to fill the blanks and she was trying to pencil them in.  I peeked over.  Oh- no!  She misspelled it!  I reached over a finger to ‘help’ point out her mistake.  I told her, “That’s not an ‘I’,  its an ‘A’.”

Three of the other ladies were aghast at my importunity.

“Let her be!”

“Let her take her time!”

“We never push!”

Ah!  Me being accused of wrongdoing?  Where was I wrong?  Sure I was right in the letter, but my ‘get it right or be corrected’ spirit was pushing my own ego agenda.  I caused more fluster to this fragile soul and therefore defeated the purpose of fun for which they had gathered.

I had to realize that over the years these ladies had so tuned to each other that ‘no pushing’ had become their rule of love.

Refocussed to Miracles

ImageTHE TATTOOED MAN:  I saw him pre-showering by the entrance to the Athletic club’s pool:  tats (tattoos) on arms, hands, back of neck.  He even had one on his cheek!  He had huge ‘bullet hole’ piercings in his ears, and their two steel ring inserts matched the studs in his bottom lip.  His head was shaved yet age-wise he could have been some kid’s dad.

I had a choice- to react out of fear, or be God’s love for this ‘Holy Child of God.’

My exercise in the therapy pool was over and I headed for the long spa tub for some soothing jets.  As I entered I reaquainted  with a lady I had spoken to last time about strained relations I was having. (Oh, you don’t know that relaxing in a spa equals gals chatting?)  I updated her that I chose to practice forgiveness, and she agreed it’s better not to add fuel to the fire resulting in more hurt feelings.  “It’s not worth it,”  we agreed.

As she left, I saw the tattooed man entering.  Now I know very well a lighthearted jest breaks the ice, so I said the first thing that came into my mind, “This is the philosophy corner.”  I wondered if it had been an obscure joke for even as I laughed, I could see he was confused.

Now I had to set him at ease.  Oh, now what was it my daughter told me about people with tattoos from her anthropology class?  Oh, yes, that each tattoo holds special meaning to its wearer.

“Which is your favorite?” I asked inching closer to hear his reply. (I had taken my hearing aids out before entering the water.)  He pointed to what looked like two red mangos joined at the bottom.  It was a puffy heart.  “This sacred heart has healing beams coming out of it.”  He said.

My! He is a proponent of Love’s power!  My confidence soared.

“Oh, then it seems to me, since it is on your hand that if you laid hands on the sick, healing beams would come to give them a miracle!”  Now I got a smile as he agreed.

So, next time you see tattoos, ask Love to take over.

One story deserves another.  Lets keep communicating.   Oh, I need to post another story about how I saw others express love…!  Look for it.