Hi, guys, it seems the alternative media has news we are deemed too panicky to view by the mainstream. So I went to “Before it’s News” as a site that will keep me informed. They even have widgets but the only place I could paste them after right click and copy is a box on the left described as slug. I am thinking of posting my dreams and Holy Spirit interps soon. see you later! Shelley
In the beginning was infinity, I’m told. Infinity became aware and there was none other. It was Truth, It was Love. Love developed a desire to express itself. It contemplated an idea of exploring itself. Principles and laws, concepts and distortions to holographically fractalize formed first as an idea, then as geometricities. They had to be distortions of the Law of One.
Thus the Law of Free Will distorted Oneness into a choice between Unity of the All and Not-all.
One spinning photon of Light holding all energy and all possible scenarios created multiple illusory photons and holographic replicas that took seeming randomness and began to focus it into co-creative intelligence. This Son, born of God, The Christ-mind. By the Law of Confusion, Christ and Prime Creator used the Principle of Paradox and vibrated a resonance of photons into a straight line. By curving and rotating Light all forms, patterns, codes and rhythms were capable of being designed.
Starting With a gigantic Prime-galaxy all other galaxies, universes, solar systems and planets reorganized their randomness into coherence and continued infinitely. They progressed from regulated, to aware, to intelligent.
Thus the physical was made from infinity of thought. And all ‘forms’ yearn in their reaching for Light and more knowledge and thus to serve the prime intention of the One.
We ourselves have this same yearning. We seek light and knowledge so that as co-creators in Prime-creator’s service, our every thought creates. We explore the consequences on our choices, yet are free to choose again.
Healing is addressing blockages of light-flow through our energy chakras as we maintain an open Heart.
Thus we serve the One Infinite Loving Creator…Our Father. Our Source, Our Life.
I knew I hated opera, so I never went.
Until my voice coach said to go and so I was sent.
I was enthralled, enchanted
At the quality of song.
I shook my head and asked, “How long
Has this been going on?”
I’m used to pointing fingers
For I figure that I know
How things should be appropriate- labeled ‘Just so’.
Then I realized there were three that pointed to my own distortion.
I shook my head and asked, “How long
Has this been going on?”
We’re on our ‘Heroes Journey’ to go out and come back home.
As prodigals our strength is spent in walking all alone.
In Despair our voices cry, “Oh, God, Where is your arm?”
And deep inside His calm reply, “I’ve never left, My son.”
We shake our heads and wonder, “How long
Has this been going on?”
Our destiny is certain and It’s always Now.
Our home is with our Father, and this I would avow.
The programs of this world have hid the truth with care.
But God’s song of love has wooed me home, no longer to despair.
No longer do I wonder, or shake my head, “How long?”
For entering His portals, I now join in the song.
Emotional Scale: [This is from channeled material, but I can see how it could be helpful].
1. JOY/ Knowledge/ Empowerment/ Freedom/ Love:[ I see this as the optimal level of feelings and I may gather photos of people feeling this way to gaze my attention and focus my intention for the day.]
2. Appreciation/ Passion/ Exuberance: [ This would be feelings from seeing the goal within reach and all hindrances removed.]
3. Enthusiasm / Eagerness/ Happiness: [These feelings speak of enjoying the process of working for a desired goal knowing it will yield fruition.]
4. Positive expectation/ Belief: [This level of feelings speak of Faith when one is charging forward with a plan to implement.]
5. Optimism : [Optimists say the glass is half full. They are trusting a promise that all is well with a sunny outlook.]
6. Hopefulness: [Here is a patient looking for a fulfillment of a promise given a while ago but not come to pass as yet.]
7. Contentment : [This is a relaxed state, no desired projects, no regrets, just happy to exist. Maybe hum, “Let it Be.”]
8. Boredom: [ The tilt is less than satisfied, the vibe is impinged upon to urge a discontinuance of status quo.]
9. Pessimism: [ A lack of holding Hope, a result of bad news believed coupled with fear. the cup is half empty and it’ll get worse.]
10. Frustration/ Irritation/ Impatience: [Here the feelings are based on lacking, faulty or bad information centered on certain expectations, promises that were made with faulty foundation. Like expecting a house of cards to stand.]
11. Overwhelm: [This is known as housewife frenzy or having too much on one’s plate. Unless one gets a break one feels headed for a nervous breakdown.]
12. Disappointment: [ Like having a rug pulled out, a flat tire or a bitter pill. One having thrown a toss aiming for the mark misses and doesn’t get their name on the trophy.]
13. Doubt: [ Here one’s mind forms each expectation with the words, “I fear…”. This is the opposite of hope. Many minds prefer to remain in this morass rather than feel disappointed by hope dashed.]
14. Worry: [This is what is also called ‘angst’. free-floating anxiety, baseless, looking for sweet heart-break to end the restlessness.]
15. Blame of others: The Ego mind, having forgotten it’s connection to the Creator, seeks solace from self-inflicted pain of guilt, (“I feel separate, so I must have made God ineffectual.”) The way to avoid confronting the impossibility is to project guilt outward.] All the while the Ego-mind is saying, “Yes! Yes!”
16. Discouragement: [Hands and head hang low, strength is feeble. Below doing anything or even trying. What’s the use. Told you will fail if you try].
17. Anger: To have this energy placed lower than the mind having been told it can’t hope, I sense we have moved into the reptilian brain of reaction. Here is only two options; fight or flight. This feeling tenses the muscles to throw a punch or whatever is felt needful to remove the pain.]
18. Revenge: This as a feeling rather than an act denotes zeroing the blame of guilt on a specific target, the cause of loss, hurt, pain,failure to achieve happiness. As a worse vibe than blame, we see a feeling to ‘get back, get even, make them feel just as bad as they made me feel’. This is justice gone awry.]
19. Hatred / Rage: [“This means war!” The Ego-mind is convinced the removal of the ‘other who is to blame’ is the answer. It even validates as winning a victory over evil.]
20. Jealousy: [‘Other who is to blame’ has it better, more love, more stuff, more stature, more ‘ins’ with God, or Mommy etc.] The Grinch whose heart was three times too small.
21. Insecurity/ guilt/ unworthiness: [A desire to hide as if a big red wart is festering on their face and they are unfit for presentable company.]
22. Fear/ Grief/ Depression: [An energy draining state where vitality is seeping out like a sieve. One who feels this low vibe may harm themselves just to feel something.]
23. Despair/ powerless-helplessness:[ Ego-mind has always wanted to kill you, but here may realize if it does then it will cease to exist when it has achieved its goal.]
End annotation: Post this scale as a tool to be aware that you are in charge of choosing which feeling state you are expressing in any given moment. There is no guilt in feeling anger as a choice higher than depression. Your prescription for healing may take several adjustments, but you will achieve your selected choice better than one demanded of you.
I have a mantra. It’s from ACIM. When I say, “I am not a body, I am free. I am still as God created me,” I feel safe. All worry and fear leave. If I feel guilt from what my body did, my mind thought or my voice said, I have the option to forgive myself. I mistakenly identified with a body, but that is not so, for, “I am not a body. I am free. I am still as God created me.”
But if that is so for me, it is also so for my brother, sister, parent, child, teacher, authority figure, idol or wretch.
Jesus said, “Father forgive them, they know not what they do.” He knew their minds were enslaved by fear engendered by their misunderstandings. They felt that if they lent their voices to condemnation, their hands to a scourge, their tools to hammer nails into healing hands, that they could, by ridding themselves of Jesus’ body, be safe.
Jesus was not seeing them as guilty and overlooking it. He was saying their misunderstandings that they were unsafe bodies were as false as their not knowing He was not a body. He bore witness to Truth. HE did not hold them guilty for killing a body from which He merely released His Soul’s infinite intelligent awareness. Nor did He hold Judas guilty, nor Peter, nor the desciples. What is done in fearful mis-interpretation, whether it be betrayal, denial, or desertion, dissolves when the full Light of Truth Shines. Fear dissolves when knowledge of safety comes. Guilt dissolves when knowledge of basic oneness with God’s infinite intelligent awareness comes.
God does not hold Renegade Light Beings guilty, but as adventuring expressions of Himself. We adventured into bodies prepared for us to play our our creative scripts. Yet, in forgetting, we believed the script of limitation, loss, harm and sorrow. the way out is remembering and believing the One Who never forgot. I am not a body. I am free. I AM still as God created me.
The Gang. “C1” headed our duo. I was “P3” I had a suitcase of clothes and towels and sundries. “C1” wanted to make a ‘charity run’. For a moment I thought he wanted to donate all in the car including my case, so I felt he was going to make me choose to release ownership. Well, how do I feel about that? Can I feel thrilled? Thankful? Blase’? Just OK justifying that they need it more than me? It did not come to that, but it was an exercise in release.
We visited a lady and her gladness at our coming was written on her face. “C1′ had brought a strip of tokens with contracts signed from a priest who wanted to rent her spare room. “C1” had added stipulations he didn’t have to for her benefit. The token accords showed the priest had agreed.
a popular movie was playing but I didn’t want to go alone. There was another fellow in the chair in the room with one leg crossed casually over the other knee. He was “D4”. I heard him mention he wanted to go, but not alone either. I spoke up, “Hey, D4, why don’t we go together? He looked at me and said, “Only if it’s ‘Dutch'”.
On our walk downtown I scanned the wooden fronts. which of these Old western style fronts hides a theater within? Another tag-along pointed to a marquee saying 24 hrs. He was “D7”, “Hey, Here’s a really long show -24 hrs.! Anybody want to go?” I said, “Um, I’m not really up for that one.”
I spotted the theater we wanted, but when I unrolled my silk wallet at the window to pay my fare, I found it contained many pockets of foreign currency. I was clueless to values, so I pulled out a small token saying 1.2. The man took it and said I had a large amount of change coming.
HOLY SPIRIT, why do we have letter and number designations? -“It is obvious that as you progress in your journeys you have many IDs.”-
Does C1 make many ‘charity runs’ and what are they? -“He desires to assist in removing distortions by gift of ‘Light’ and answers to questions.”-
Why is my fear a loss of possessions?(The suitcase.) -“It is a distortion that may be removed by forgiveness and letting go.”-
What of the lady given a better deal on rental contracts? -“What a blessing to have C1 negotiate additional blessings to a contract pre-incarnation.”-
What is the desire to attend a play with a companion even if there is no commitment to a date? -” the lifetime relationship thus is not as married, but as companions.”-
So antique wooden fronts describe constructs of an earth life? -“Yes.”-
Why did I reject a 24 hr. show? -“Those long vibration shows tell a very long story.”-
What is with all the various notes to select from to pay my entry? -“Selection times of birth country and value is hierarchy of your entity.”-
Why did I choose a small looking token, yet it turned out very valuable? -“Just because you think 1.2 is small doesn’t mean it is.”-
I believe when you started this journey you told the Universe that you wanted to practice ‘Crisis Management’.
So He set it up. One experience after another.
Like any nightmare. To the untrained mind the feeling is being endangered and helpless. This leads to ‘fear’ and the ‘flight or fight’ choice. This persists until the mind is willing to be trained otherwise and is given tools.
Many crisis management tools are offered. Some work better than others to alleviate fear to bring equanimity and the solace we call ‘Peace’.
- The Pharmaceutical tool: Does not change the external experience and may have life endangering side effects. Mind numbing or able to simulate euphoria.
- The Education tool: Great! The more you know, the quicker your choice of appropriate action can ‘save the day’. You can face the fear and go ahead anyway. This tool makes it clear it is better to go through rather than avoiding issues or building weapons of attack. (Attack counteracts goals of learning and growth.)
- The Religion tool: Unfortunately this often leads to abdication of being your own Crisis Manager. The mind that always is looking outside for rescue is setting itself up to being dominated. Enablers often undermine the maturation process. It is a temporary stage, at best.
- The Social Dictates Tool: Our governing systems have codes and rules to punish offenders and keep the peace. This coercion of lists of ‘musts’, ‘shoulds’, and ‘have-tos’ are structured to keep members in line through fear. What is learned are modes of pretending and habits of suppression. Parental finger waggling teach children what is not socially deemed appropriate.
- The Mental ‘Suggestion’ Hypnosis tool: Perhaps when one learns to ‘self-suggest’ one has gained a peace tool. Will it stop the experience of crisis if one doesn’t react?
- EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique) called ‘tapping’ on the body’s Meridian Points. This is a scientifically discovered way to release stressful feelings binding our lives. You tap on the body’s recording points admitting deep fears and emotional stresses followed by a choice to love, accept and respect yourself. You may also choose to replace anxiety with wondering if you’ll feel better fulfilling a task instead of avoiding it, or a choice to relax behind some stress inducing episode. You are actually taking self-responsibility for ‘going through’ anxiety, pain, resentment, feeling confused, helpless, panic, anger, rage, phobias, frustrations, and embarrassment.
Crises may actually be programmed into our life scripts by a choice to grow through practicing ‘Crisis Management’. Old ruts may need a crisis to bust us loose and change our path to a better one.
Here is step by step Visualization that will protect you.
1.Relax your body, emotions and mind by focusing on your breath (or counting down from 10 to zero).
2.See your ‘soul-star Chakra’ 20 inches above your head. It’s brilliant white vortex of light is spinning clockwise down throughout your body purifying your energy fields of your: (Say them) Physical, plasmatic, etheric, emotional, and mental bodies.” See the connection of the light above linked permanently to “Source”. Say, “Light Vortex, I program you to maintain all my energy bodies purified.”
3. Visualize an egg shaped semi-permeable MIRROR-SHIELD around your auric field of your physical, plasmatic, etheric, astral, and mental bodies. This Mirror-Shield lets all positive energies into your energy field, but reflects and bounces all negative energies back to their source as a ‘return to sender’. Say, “Mirror-Shield, I program you to alert me when any type of negative energy is directed at me and let it reflect back to it’s origin.”
4. Visualize the Light re-arranging all parts of your body, emotions, thoughts and energy back into a state of balance and harmony as you start turning in a clockwise slow spin. Tone the primeval “OM” the sound of creative Light, and it’s Resonance will restore harmony most effectively.
5. Send a message to those operators of negative devices: “The capstone of the pyramid has been removed, (The power of the 1%) The all-seeing eye has been forced shut and does not watch you anymore. You are now safe to return to the light of Love.”
6. Project the ‘Awakening Light’ to them to empower them from their star Chakras to step away from the Cabal and set themselves free from darkness.
7. Visualize them joining the Planetary Network of Light, putting down their weapons of destruction and deceit and co-operating with human society in a constructive way.
Sadness Need Not Be: Depression is from a sense of being deprived…
When you want, but do not have… Remember This:
You are deprived of Nothing But by your ‘Decision’s Wish’.
Decide otherwise, and Be Wise.
Anxiety Need not be: The Ego swings its dictates capriciously.
Its luring voice says, “Be vigilant and anxious; uphold us!”
Be Wise…Uphold otherwise.
A fatigued and dis-spirited Mind Need Not Be.
The Ego’s plotted Temptations truly offer Nothing but Lies.
See the Deception. By choosing to focus otherwise
Your mind will be healed, you will Rise…and be Wise.
By VIgilant choosing Love over Fear
We can shun ‘Media-mongering’, and Vote with our Hearts:
Compassion over Hatred
Idealism over Cynicism
Hope over Depression
Purity over Corruption
Open Light over Darkness’s Obscurity
Sanity of Inner Peace over madness.
My Soul votes with God…
All Else Need Not Be.
A Toy aisle had this sketchpad to fill in with fashions. I decided to start with Betty Boop. I will eventually learn how to set more than one sketch per page.
I saw a Cargo ship smuggling some valuables. Authorities boarded to verify they were legit. “Oh, no! Let’s hide our cargo in a net outside the ship and project a passable hologram over it to fool the authorities”!( draw the net full of valuables beneath the ship.)
A spy needs tech to observe and record and broadcast. He has it hidden in a jeweled cape clasp and is putting it on a costumed child. (Draw a child in a cape getting the jeweled clasp put on him.)
I see Han Solo in the cantina with Greedo holding a gun on him. He misdirects by raising one hand observing it, while training a gun under the table unbeknownst to his assailant. Greedo gets shot while having his attention misdirected. (Draw Han Solo shooting Greedo while looking at his other hand.)
I decide to ask Holy Spirit: Holy Spirit, what seems important to notice about all three of these considerings? …//Obscuring//… So, this is about using devices to deceive?
…// To win a game of ‘one-up-man-ship’ where there are winners and losers, the reins of control are in the hands of those able best to manipulate what another thinks he knows. You choose your actions based on beliefs.
One may have a study to examine how many ways there are to influence human perceptions. Emotions, religious dogma, debt money-magic slavery dictates, marriage vows, rituals, bloodline sense of hierarchy rights to rule others, etc.//…
Aren’t we longing to know Truth so we can make wise choices?
…//Yet in darkness do you grope. You deem the wise choice that which keeps you from pain, lack, loss, suffering woe and death. Yet Jesus embraced coming to zero as a doorway to greater influence. Loss of voice…now He speaks from a higher loft. Hands nailed…now He heals and embraces. Disgraced as a low reputation criminal to be erased through death…of the body. Now His Name has power to cast demons into an ineffectual zone, a pit. As immortal Christ His influence is great.//… A Friend?
…//Position yourself. His Father-love and wisdom and power shine out for all positioned to receive.//… Through You, Holy Spirit? …//True//…
Who is His ‘counterpart’? …//Ah, the Divine Male must have His Divine Feminine!//… Yes, Kuan Yin, the beloved chela of Lord Lanto, has Count St. Germaine.
…// To pray to, to beseech, to offer incense to, to curry favor, to enact miracles? I tell you, you are the field in which a precious treasure is hid. The value of your precious ‘pearl’ essence is more valuable than storehouses of grain or silk. Within you is the Great Prince of Glory and the Beloved Bride. The Anthony and Cleopatra. You are a vessel hiding a treasure beneath a hologram. The center-point of two torsion-fields of Heaven and earth. Spinning, generating,absorbing, creating, teaching, learning, thriving, and shining…//…